Aftermath

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This is one of the last few photographs I took of my grandfather.
He would have turned 81 years old today.
He passed away four months ago.

The last thing I remember him saying when we skyped is "Everything is going to be okay. I love you."
Those are the best last words anyone could wish to hear.

I guess this is one of those reflective posts people do at the end of the year.
But I can't wait 'til Dec 31 to say this.
2011 has been a shit year.
An incredibly shit year.
(Pardon my language.)

It’s been a year of loss and uncertainty – loss of dreams, loss of loved ones.



But I can boldly say I have gained more than I've lost.
I have found Hope that is an anchor of the soul, both sure and steadfast.
I have found Favour I don't deserve.
I have found Grace I don't understand.
I have caught a glimpse of what it means to cling to the faith I profess, because Christ is true and faithful.

My God is my anchor and my Rock.

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The title of this post is taken from the title track off Hillsong United's new album.
Aftermath touches me so deeply, especially the following verse:
And in that moment You opened up the heavens
To the broken, the beggar, and the thief
Lifted out of the wreckage
I find hope in the aftermath

I am found in the light of the aftermath.